Another Test of the Day

What happened?
Did I do well?
My tests passed,
Did I miss something?
My testing was an event.
It happened,
of that I’m sure.
But I can’t say for sure,
how.
I looked in their eyes and they smiled,
They like me and what I do,
even if I make them sad,
when I point out their mistakes
But I value truth,
I can’t let it go.
It’s bigger than them,
and their happiness.
I’m telling myself
it’s good for them,
and I know it is.
But even then,
I doubt my rights.
My testing day is over,
I’m going home.
My team trusts me,
and listens.
My merits are in place.
Tomorrow is another
test of the day.
Anders Dinsen, September 2018